there can't possibly be enough time
to learn all the things I need to know
to remember all the things I've forgotten
to read all the books that beg to be seen
to see all the paths, feel their energy
to identify all the green things, learn their names
to talk with all the creatures, hear their cries
to feel all the feels and sharpen all the connections
between here and there, and then and now
to strengthen the web of emotions, intuition, creation, nurturing
that I'll need, in order to do what needs doing.
there's so much to do.
there's time enough to make a start.